August 2011
3 posts
February 2011
1 post
Purge.
I need to get rid of stuff. I have so much STUFF. Where did it all come from and why do I still have it? I just read the book called SNOOP by Sam Gosling. (Which by the way everyone should read, because it is so legit and mega interesting). Anyways, it was talking about hoarders and why they “hoard.” I am totally a hoarder and I didn’t even know it. It is grossing me out and now...
January 2011
4 posts
yummy. →
I should put this in my about me. Because I am ALL ABOUT twix bars :)
love.her.clothes. →
I never post anymore, but my feelings as of late are post worthy. I have so many feelings. Too many feelings and I change them instantaneously. (I love using big words).
So I am a very lazy poster because I spend way to much time reading other blogs, sooooooooo instead of posting random things no one cares about I will just daily post links of things I think you will honestly care about :)
October 2010
2 posts
What did I want? Pizza. What did I eat? Waffles.
It has def been one of those days.
3019) love your body. love it the way you are. you...
September 2010
2 posts
Going to a Concert
Getting ready:
Driving to the show:
Make it to the venue:
Start a conversation with other fans:
Realize they’re just as awesome as you are:
See some kid with the same shirt as you:
Overhear the band sluts:
Finally get inside the venue:
The band starts to play:
They play your favorite song:
They play a sad song:
They make some sex jokes:
They play the last...
sometimes i wish life would slow down. but at the same time i just wanna be like 25 and out of school alreadyyy
July 2010
6 posts
I feel green
Jealousy is not cute and it doesn’t look good on me. So, why do I keep picking it out to wear all day?
Testing 1,2,3
Testing the LDR here. Im in NC and he is in AZ and NM. So many states, so far away. It sucks to not be near the person or people you care about. Communication is key, always key, but texting killers. Seriously, texts take away communication motivation, less texts the sweeter they are. Really! Anyways, I am dealing with the realization that for the next 10 months I won’t be able to just go to...
I like to sew things. It feels real good to wear something that you created yourself. So, I am off to the sewing closet to create somefing new to show-off. LOVE IT :)
More updates :)
So this next year is going to be really different for me and I have decided I really want to remember every second of it. I am pledging to post every day once my dear boyfran moves to my now least favorite state… Michigan… ggrr. Anyways I am going to use this to vent/clear my thoughts/share my joy. I guess this is diary of the long distance relationship. LDR. Three ucky letters. But I...
June 2010
1 post
1 tag
I LOVE YOU!
that’s not a question… just sayin
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May 2010
8 posts
1 tag
What do you feel your role as a Christian is?
To love like God loves, live by his word, and share his word.
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1 tag
Current favorite movie? (Bored enough to ask one...
so bored haha. um all time is 9 to 5, current…hm… the hangover was pretty amazing have to sayyyy and law abiding citizen is amazing as well. haha i don’t give simple answers.
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1 tag
Current favorite song?
I have 4 I really like right now:
Break Even-The Script
Sweet Disposition-The Temper Trap
American Honey-Lady Antebellum
Calling You-Blue October
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1 tag
would you like to answer interesting questions?...
not if they will all be followed by winky-faces?
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1 tag
formspring.me
Ask away http://formspring.me/emygator
1 tag
Do you love me?!
duh!!!!!!
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April 2010
6 posts
I have a million thinks to think.
Hi :) or Maybe… hi :/
I am kinda confused about how I feel right now. Growing up and changing and people moving is so hard and frustrating. I had a really good talk tonight with my Brian about how afraid I am of him leaving. I don’t feel strong enough to let so many people go in such a short time. I feel so stretched, so much anxiety and pain. I am trying so hard, I feel like I am...
Watchnicolelove:
Remember I wanted to learn that song, well I finally did off the video. Don’t pay attention to the end, I got tired so just started pressing notes since there isn’t really an end to the song. Anyways, this is:
Night Time from Mr Magorium’s Wonder Emporium
I love this :)
March 2010
1 post
By Your Side.
Why are you striving these days Why are you trying to earn grace Why are you crying Let me lift up your face Just don’t turn away Why are you looking for love Why are you still searching as if I’m not enough To where will you go child Tell me where will you run To where will you run And I’ll be by your side Wherever you fall In the dead of night Whenever you call And please...
February 2010
1 post
Watchkellyingfrenzy:
THE BEST commercial from the Superbowl
hahah I can’t stop watching it over and over again
i just love his face when he goes, “put it back!”
December 2009
2 posts
November 2009
3 posts
Me too me too!
10 things you want for Christmas:
A job
A plan for school
A dog
My family together
Musical skills
Warm Fuzzies
To be with him
Forgiveness
A pretty camera
& Notebook
9 musicians/bands you love: (right now)
Lady A
Safetysuit
Jacks Mannequin
The Rocket Summer
Keith Urban
Zoey Deschanel
Michael Buble
Owl City
Train
8 things you do everyday:
Hope
Hug
Drive
Think about...
We feel guilty, because we are guilty.
Im gonna marry him.
Cuz he’s funny & he farts good =)
October 2009
2 posts
Gah. My heart is too strong. It pulls me this way and that way. But mostly its just pulling me away. Get away. Go away. Be “away”. I put you on lay away, enjoy it now, pay for it later. This feeling sucks. Not good enough. Not pretty enough. Not old enough. Not ENOUGH. He thinks I am more then enough, but I care about you. I don’t even want to be this petty. To let my mind be...
I need to put God first. To love God first.
Only through Gods love can I learn to love you like you need to be loved.
September 2009
6 posts
I wonder if someone internet stalks me like I internet stalk you…
I am so scared and so hurt and so ready to change. It’s all up to me, I think Im finally ready.
hi.
its my birthday. i have no reason to cry =)
I feel like I am always gonna feel like this. I feel too much. I feel nothing at all. I want to erase feelings. I desire numbness.
Im filling my life with material things and every new thing I shove inside me just rips another hole and falls out. Im more empty and torn apart everyday and I just keep making it worse.
All I want is to love & be loved. Hopefully the person I love is the person loving me.
But maybe that’s being to picky.
August 2009
3 posts
Sometimes I can feel my hurt beating crazy and hard inside my chest, it hurts a little so I cry a little
I wish I could explain feelings. Like where they are made and where they go. I wish I could understand more things. Like goose bumps & carbonation. Like comfortable silences & horrible silences, why do they happen? GAH! my brain hurts.
I don’t have feelings anymore. Im sure of...
I have never felt this pushed for time and thought. Moving fast but accomplishing nothing. I feel trapped. I tell everyone what they want to hear because I can’t make anyone happy with the truth. The truth that I don’t know what Im doing and I don’t know where Im going and I cant make some one else happy because I can only disappoint myself so how can I make some one else proud....