I am more of a follower than a poster but I will say a thing or two here or there.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Hi :) or Maybe… hi :/
I am kinda confused about how I feel right now. Growing up and changing and people moving is so hard and frustrating. I had a really good talk tonight with my Brian about how afraid I am of him leaving. I don’t feel strong enough to let so many people go in such a short time. I feel so stretched, so much anxiety and pain. I am trying so hard, I feel like I am trying at least. But it is so hard to give so much of yourself to so many things and people and still feel like you are giving your all. I want to give 100 percent. But I am running out of things to give. Where do I get more to give? How do I stretch our Emily enough for everyone.
Losing my soul and out of control.
